Tuesday, April 26, 2005,6:48 AM
Ohh, this workload, this tension, this excitement, this experimentation. The project work has really picked up pace nowadays. I've been sleeping less and less these days. Though it doesn't mean I dont waste time or anything. I don't do anything for hours. But thats okay.

I've been getting weak day by day, you know how it is, bad diet, exertion and all. But its okay, I am alive. Actually the food I eat, everyday the same burger, the same coke, the same coffee. I need to change my habits, people keep telling me too, but I am dumb enough to ignore them.

This workload has some how overshadowed the loneliness, the sadness, the homesickness. I am going home on 23rd May, not even a month is left. I guess that has also empowered me to work, and forget the pain.

What pain do I have? I don't know. I have all the comforts, the facilities, companions, work, what not. But something inside is not right. I don't know why. And I am not even willing to, daring to find out. Some kind of void is inside me, and my sixth sense says,.. the end is near.
posted by Anurag Singh Rana
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  • At 1:38 PM, Blogger Sowmya C

    oh oh...tiz is so pessimistic!!! [:X]

    N u better change ur food habits...chalo atleast u accept that u r dumb enuf not to listen to ur frndz advice![:P] [:D]

    Aur haan...enjoy ur college dayz ya...phir thr would be a time whn u would miss college more than ur home!!! Like i m doing now...[:((]

    Chal take carez...
    ~fellow angel~ :D

    PS: Arey i posted that link on orkut 3 dayz ago...tatz y u dint notice it![:)]